Jealous?

Last night as I was leaving church I had a jealous moment…

Jealous for what? Love…

I was made jealous because of Brendan, he and I have not been able to hang out due to marraige, different schedules, etc. And as a result we havent “hung-out”, but recently he has been taking alot of time to love on my brother (which is a good thing), so Brendan takes him places like to the gas station every Sunday before church starts, this past Wednesday he took my brother to Red Robins and I havent gone anywhere with Brendan in weeks. But last night was the clincher for me, I had asked Brendan if he wanted to go half in with me on Jet’s Bread. He declined saying “I want to eat healthy”, but later that night, the moment I found myself jealous, he grabbed some Jets Bread that my brother had brought.

I became angry…

Now this post isnt to knock on Brendan or anything, this is actually me just sharing my thoughts on me being jealous for the first time (I think). As I drove home, I had the verse “For he is a jealous God”, in my mind. And that is when I realized what it means when God is jealous for our love.

God is jealous for my love…

He is jealous for yours too…

What is taking away your attention from HIM?….


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